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Healing of a Glioblastoma Mutiform
Empiric report
A brain tumour of the size of a hen's egg was diagnosed with me in January 2008. Due to the size and position of the tumour, it was immediately removed. After surgery there were two bad messages: First the complete left side of my body was paralyzed. Second the tumour was from a malignant kind. It was a glioblastoma multiform IV, which is one of the most deadliest tumours.
I was just 35 years when I got the message that and my live has to end in some months. That was not acceptable. One thought was going through my head: 'I want to live! The second half of my life is entitled to me!' I imagined, what I want still to experience in my life. My death did not fit to these marvelous pictures - I wanted to survive in any case.
In order to get more power for fighting to survive, I aligned all my thoughts to positive thinking. I realised that some people survive the tumour and get healed. I focused in the thought, that nothing speaks again belonging to this lucky group of people. Statistically this chance is small, but how many things I had experienced in live, with an even smaller chance? Further more I considered, which reasons do exist, that increase my chance of belonging to the lucky group. Isn't it through that the chance of surviving is even bigger, when you start to thing about your healing? During the next days I found a lot of reasons, why I will get healed and survive.
I continued to look for positive aspects at my situation: The tumour was completely removed. During the surgery 'only' my the brain for movements was damaged and I still had a clear mind. I am in a good hospital. The illness will give me the chance for a new start in my life...
The first step to my healing was it to overcome the paralysis and learn again to walk running. I used as much time as possible for physiotherapy in order to train my body. Soon I reached the first success: I could move again one finger! The success made me courage to train harder. In the following days I could move my left hand and later I got the control of my left arm. The physicians gave me hope, that I could regain a large part of my physical abilities again. During the next weeks and months I started a hard training together the with the physiotherapists. Gradually I started to move individual muscles and get more and more control over my body.
The physical work was very important during the process of my healing. The training lessons gave me the feeling to do something concrete for my healing. This gave me the courage and power to work for the healing from the tumor.
In parallel the chemo and radiotherapy was done. In this time the support of my family and some of my friends was very important. I got regularly visits and phone calls. They really did everything to put me in good mood, even if they did not feel this way. Today I think, that they really saved my live by doing so and standing behind me in this hard time .
During the visits of my family and friends, I was overwhelmed with books about cancer and healing. One day my sister gave me a very special book: 'Getting well again' by Dr. Carl Simonton. With this book the work on my healing went into the next phase.
With the Simonton method, I could contribute to my healing of the tumour. I was not surrendered anymore to anybody else. Being able to do something on my own for the fight against the tumour gave me much power, which I really needed.
I read in the book, listened to the CD, meditated, set me goals for my healing and visualized them. Visualization Š that is one central key point of my healing process. During visualization you make a picture, how your body is healing from the tumour. The subconscious gets programmed by these pictures to do, what they are showing. In my mind a made a picture how my immune system is fighting a battle against the tumour cells: Armies of white blood cells attack the tumour cells and slaughtered them. They were supported by the deadly rays of the radiotherapy and bombs, which were made out of chemotherapy's medicine. I started to enjoy each irradiation and chemotherapy. During the therapies I visualized how thousand of tumour cells were dying. Each chemotherapy became in my imagination a won battle against the tumour.
During the next months I took every possible support and help. I tried everything, which came in my way: healers, alternative medicine, spiritual work, homeopathy, coaching and many other things. I went on with all things, which were helpful and I stop everything, which did not show results. After some weeks I had generated my own combination of therapies. I totally believed in the effectively of each element of the therapy. I also decided, who would help me during my healing. I build a ŌteamÕ of doctors, physical therapists and coaches, which had my trust. In return I stopped working with everybody, who didnÕt had my trust or even did not totally believe in my healing. This was also true for my private life. I stopped contact with everybody, who had negative moods or didn't support me. First of all these have been other inpatients. After wards I sized down the number of my friends. In the end I stopped contact to all family members, which were taking more energy from me than giving energy to me.
Today the surgery is one and a half year in the past. The follow-up examinations are showing no new rumour cells. This means that I have won the battle against the tumour! I belong the lucky group! Also the paralysation is gone. I still have some minor issues with my arm and my leg, which do not stop me from going to work and enjoying life. Still IÕm doing training on a daily base, working with the Simonton method and using visualization to come over the last issues.
Beside all the negative aspects, the tumour changed my life in a positive way. By surviving the tumour I have got a second change in life. In my new life I have changed many things. The career is not so important anymore. I gave more space to my family and other values got more important. My second life is more worth living and has a better quality.
With this report I want to encourage everybody to fight against cancer. A very big part of the healing is lying in our hands.
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